Sometimes I feel, did i pick up more than i can bear... i feel so exhausted nowadays... just going one day at a TIME, trying to fugure out something about this life of mine. Its ok if i put in effortand still dun do perfectly well... but its not really ok when u put in ur best (but there is always room for improvement)and ppl still say u are doing a lousy job... It hurts man... Sick ppl need sympathy.. sometimes i need it too... Its feels so tiring to always be so understanding to those around me. Everyone around me needs care and concern... everyone wants tender lving care. Everyone except me... I could just work myself to death and no on really bothers... well, i guess they do. They dun want me to faint during work...
Right now i just feel so tired to go on with life... In life the worst thing to lose is hope... once u lose hope everything seems bleak... You lose ur optimistic self... ur favorite things dun seem to interest u already... u just dun feel like going on... I see ppl around me lose hope ... yet the ironic thing is that as a nurse i dun really know what to say to get them back on their feet... I myself am starting to lose hope in myself...
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