I am sooo dead now... Now is already 2 am.. and I have less than 3 hours before I have to wake up for morning shift later on... Dunno why, i just can't seem to sleep. No matter how much i toss and turn so i just decided to read my story book which i rented from tampines. Its called "PS... I Love You" but i am still feeling so alert I just can't stand it... i know tomorrow morning I will be so dead tired... Blame me for staying up late the past few nights... And I am also quite excited cause tomorrow will be going out with my colleagues after work... it really makes me happy cause i find bonding is really important.... And maybe I am the sort of person that likes to plan outings to bond... Its good to encourage one another in times of need.
But i have been thinking. I have probably matured alot more in the pass 3 months than what i matured in the pass 3 years in school... In terms of physical I still look around the same but my dad said i now look around 18 or 19 compared to last time i look around 17 . Maybe the only weakness i have is i am quite blur... dunno why also... Maybe I need to eat more fish or drink brands essense of chicken and get more sleep (which I am obviously not doing). Sometimes i can't stand my blurness and will feel like knocking my own head. Even my preceptor said i am blur and always like to leave my pens or name chop lying around. (it can always be found on the nurses table or in the files, or my pocket).
After 3 years what will become of... will i still be the same or will i become a very professional individual... I guess i will be professional... But i hope i dun lose my smile. And I hope i dun lose the simplicity of life...cause sometimes i find ppl's mindsets are much too complex.... When actually it could be simple...After 3 years what will he become like... and another 3 years and another 3 years. Its really ok... i doubt i will ever see him. Was just wondering... Something u do in the middle of the night. All rightie ... will go to sleep now.
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