The pass few days I have been asking myself how do I,as a newbie in the working world gain more confidence. I was partially troubled by this question cause I think I am really a person with very low self confidence. If I know something but am not too sure I will take it as I dunno. Wheras there is another nyp girl with me, she is new to the ward but she seems to adapt really fast and has much more confidence than me... I think as a student nurse its still ok if u dun have enough confidence but as a staff nurse u must have the basic confidence... I really want to change myself yet I am aware of the fact that confidence is not built up overnight. One of my friends who had to repeat her prcp told me at first she had very low self confidence and self esteem. At first she wanted to run away from her naggy staff but after a while she learned to accept her situation. When she thought about whatever outcome she would have she felt very inconfident but then she focused on day to day basis, just trying to do and learn as much as she can for the day. And she eventually gained more confidence... I think I am also that sort of person. I am inconfident mostly cause I feel I am not up to the staff nurse title but if I take it one day at a time I am sure I will learn more and more... I think I should just take it easy... haha!!!
Yesterday after the half day of course in SGH I went out with Alina at Orchard Cineleisure to watch the show "Just My Luck". The show was really nice. About this girl who always had good luck in her life and a guy that was very "dao mei" always. One day they met and kissed (they kissed at a masquerade party and both parties were masked) and all the luck got exchanged. The guy who really needed the luck was more successful in her career. The girl lost everything she had... her job and in the end she had to work as a toilet cleaner. But the girl learned alot of stuff she did not when she had all the luck. The two parties met and became friends and eventually fell with one another. But the girl already decided to give all her luck to the guy cause she felt he needed it more than her and she said though she did not have luck she had learnt alot. In the end she decided to leave the guy cause if they kissed all the luck would be transferred back to her again. But the guy told her (when he found out the truth) that he would not be unlucky if he did not have luck cause he had her by his side... In the end they both kissed another small girl (who was also always unlucky ) cause they thought she needed it more than her. And I think both of them became neutral of either both unlucky... haha!!! I give the show shoe 4 1/4 stars out of 5. Definately worth watching if u want something to cheer you up...
Sometimes I think I am a rather unlucky person also. Like I always get caught in the rain, fall over things, drop things and I seldom win any thing... but i guess we have to take it easy in life... If it rains bring an umbrella (which i always forget), Be more careful when I am walking or doing stuff... Some things we can't change we should not bother about them.
Then after the movie we met up with jacqueline and Jenny and went to eat at Pepper Lunch. Its not too bad but not exactly the best place to sit down and talk cause everyone is cooking their food. The food was pretty nice. I would probably give it 3 and a half stars out of 5. The pepper made the dish very fragrant but the rice was sometimes too hard as it was overcooked. After that we walked around and did some window shopping and sat down on the nice couches of Star Bucks Coffe in Wisma. Wetalked from around 7.30 to 9.30.. Its really surprising we had so much to talk on. After talking to them all my fears and troubles seem to have disapeared (actually they have not, I just feel I am better prepared to handle them). I think its really impt to have a support group of friends u can rely on in times of need. Cause i am the sort that does not like to keep everything to myself until I burst. i will definately say it out...
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