Today will be going out with Angelina for some shopping or maybe more like window shopping. Then after that in the evening going to bring her to meet up with my cell group to watch X Men together.
Anyways yesterday my father just came back from China yesterday after being there for 6 weeks... I can't really say i miss him at all... And i feel very guilty cause I sort of forgot i had a father sometimes. I think maybe cause since young I seldom communicate or talk to him thats why I am not close to him at all... but it just feels weird to have a father around in the house sometimes. Am I suppose to act all happy and jubilant and start to shower him with coffee , tea and me. Maybe i am not affectionate enough. I feel that though sometimes ppl live under the same roof they might not necessarily know each others thoughts very well In this sort of case father-daughter sort of becomes a formality. I am not saying I hate him or anything, just that i dun feel anything for him. I think what happened in the past will indirectly affect ur behaviour in the future. Haiz.... Talking about this let me link it to another topic, Jenny told me the way u feel towards God will be reflected in the way u feel towards ur earthly father.. jia Lat...
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