I feel horrible now... I know its bad to be feeling like this on a sunday night, a day before i start work on monday. I think it must be the steamboat I had yesterday. Now having really bad diarrhea and vomited my dinner. And the thing is no one seems to bother. I just asked my mum where the medication is, cause i feel really weak to go across the road. Then she told me to go and buy it myself, and not to bother her cause she very tired after work... Then scolded me saying I dunno how to take care of myself... I mean its ok to rely on someone when u are feeling weak isn't it... I really dun need this kind of dressing down when i am already feeling so lethargic and sick...
My job requires me to give care and concern to other ppl... But sometimes I wonder how often ppl will show care and concern to me... I know i am supposed to be altruistic. Sometimes I wonder if i was really sick how many ppl woud show concern for me... Actually i know my family would be there. How nice if I could live in a world where ppl express care and concern so freely... Mayeb i am only saying this cause i feel very weak now... But i seem to be living in a cold cold world... In which even my family would not even bother about me unless i got some very serious illness or almost died, but normally they would just leave me alone... Haiz...In the end its just me that spurs myself on... oh how nice...
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