Woke up in very good spirits today cause i have finished all my projects and there is no school today. Was just messaging verna about meeting to go school with her on friday although she starts at 8 and I start at 10, then maybe can call kavi along. I figured this is our last week of school so i dun mind making the effort to wake up a bit earlier. Who knows, we may never have a chance to go school together. (Verna... I even bought for u the orange charmander soft toy that u wanted!)
Later on will be meeting Chan, jenny, jacueline, eveline and alina at PS there to eat something the watch the movie Big Momma's House 2. I heard its damn farnie. Just feel so excited and light hearted today... Hehe. Besides that Chan said she will bring her camera so we shall take lots of pictures. Then when the photos are all ready I decided to buy a photo album to paste all my pictures... hehe... so happy. I just think I am someone very easily contented in life. Then can go and buy yarn from Spotlight... need to teach jenny's sister how to kniwtor else she come after me. Jenny said we should also make a trip to the tour agency to plan a trip to malaysia after PRCP.... So excited!!!
I realise even in a group of friends or project mates everyone is different in his or own special way. Some ppl (friends) may be the quiet one who likes to listen to other ppl's problems, some may be the joker, some may be the one who takes the initiative to plan things, some may be the follower and compromiser, some may the enthusiastic one or some is the wild freak etc... In a project there are some ppl better in words or coming up with new ideas, some may be better in doing arts and craft work, some are made to follow while others are made to lead. I think its because of these differences among us that some of us find ourselves in alot of conflict... is it possible to look at these differences and turn it in a positive light. Cause God created all of us differently. If we can click and get along together its like a jugsaw puzzl that has fit perfectly. However, if there is disagreement its like a jigsaw puzzle that does not fit... Whatever it is i still believe although i see alot of differences I choose to believe that everyone should be given a chance to express their true positive qualities. N one is redundant, everyone is a gift from god! I dunno whether this thinking is naive or not... haha...
My group of friends told each other we must make it a point to meet in the month during each others birthday. When i think i am ending my schooling life and going into the working world i feel very "xin han" ... Haiz. Who knew three years would pass so fast. So far it has been the best 3 years of my life, but when i think back i can't figure out what i did. Have i grown and matured.?...I think i have but i am still stuck in a body that looks like 15... What will i be doing in the 3 years to come. Some of my friends of the same age group are already planning get married (whoa , thats way too early for me) but hope god blesses their marriage. Would I meet anyone that would accept me even though i have alot of shortcomings, even though I am plain looking, even though i dun act gentle. Sometimes I think there isn't anyone meant for me or none that i feel anything for... haha... But at this point of time i not really thinking about it also. Sometimes the more you want something, the more u dun get it... so i decided to leave it to god. Besides that i have a small small wish in my heart. I hope I can go third world countries and help the ppl with my nursing skills. But dunno whether will be able to go or not since i am bonded by my hospital. But it has always been a dream of mine.
Time flies. next week will be the study break for exams, and the week after that will be exam. Following 6 weeks after exams will be my last attachment - PRCP... Eeks.. hope i can make it. I hope I can eventually learn to be a staff nurse that brings a positive impact to others and brings a smile on my patients faces!
This is like my longest post recently. finally found the inspiration to write... haha!!!
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