Recently it has been quite hectic for me, and during attachment my father will help me to wash, dry and iron my uniform which makes me very touched, so I told him I appreciated it very much, and he seems pleased to hear that. I guess its nice to recieve a word of thanks sometimes . Or else you will think ppl take you for granted. After that we actually chatted for a while at night which is not common for us.
To tell everyone the truth I used to dislike my father a whole lot. Cause there was a time when I was living in China and everyday I would hear my parents quarreling. One day my mother was so depressed, frustrated and sad that she just decided to pack our bags and bring me back to singapore away from the rest of my family. Up to now, she will tell me I must never be too reliant on anybody and trust only in myself and god. After that both of us went to live in our aunty's place in singapore. That was the darkest period of my life and i just wanted to isolate myself from anything in this world. I wished i had never been born. But then my aunty brought me out of my darkness and told me about christ and till today i still cling on to god's hope though i back slide now and then... Its just something i could not describe, a feeling that i was being protected by my heavenly father God... So even more, if i want to be a good christian i must be a good daughter to my earthly father. I think God would want me to do that... Now i think i can let go off my ill feelings of him and let go off my past hurts to get on with life. But i think all this was necessary to make me what I am today. (maybe you could call this sort of a testimony?)
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