Today was a rather depressing day for me. working in the wards sometimes sucks, so many rules to follow strictly, so many roles to fulfill... do junior work on top of learning s/n work... Have to sometimes look at ppl's "lian se4". I think I just got blacklisted by the sister of the ward... it sucks, but i guess a portion of it is my fault... Just that I am unlucky enough to kena caught... My lecturer had a long talk with me and she asked me to write a letter stating what wrong I have done (I guess the sister complain to her).. haiz... I dun really wanna talk about it. Its just sometimes ppl do these things but never get caught but i do it only once and got caught... But somehow, I dun want to seem all sad about it... i mean life still goes on, you still have work to do... i think i am weird . After this incident i really wanted to cry... really wanted to hide under a blanket and just dun work. but i guess i can't do this. This is the real world you are going into Jolyn. I just keep on telling myself, no matter what I must not give up... Hard lesson to learn but I did learn something. maybe I will be a better staff nurse because of this...
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