This morning I am awaken by a "roll of thunder"... haha!!! Not literally , but it sure sounds like one... Actually over some trivial things my father got angry and exploded at my mother. Its really so trivial until i feel like rolling my eyes. I can't understand why he always have to resort to this sort of measures to release his unhappiness... And because of that I am not able to sleep anymore though I am very tired from yesterday training. But I am sort of used to all these outbursts though I am a bit irritated it happened while I was sleeping... Wreck my peaceful sleep. I know my conscience tell me I am suppose to go and talk to my father or do something to make him happy and be an angelic good daughter but the thing is i dun want to do it and i dun care. Which makes me feel very guilty. Haiz... And i know I should not write this, but I dun care either.
Yesterday was a really tiring training. Sir peter took us for training... My goodness. His trainings are the worst and the best... Worst cause they are damn tiring, best cause they are short but intensive. We got to do lots of circuit training, continuous kicks for 45 minutes, lots of running around and circuit sparring (we line up in 2 rows and start sparring with our partners for 1 min. , after one minute we move along the lines and spar with the next person in line, ant it goes like this until we have practically sparred with everyone). During the training, I really feel like giving up but sir peter keep on telling us not to give up, to give ourself motivation. I really tried to cause, off course i dun want to give up especially when he is there since I respect him alot. even though I had no more energy, even though i sort of sprained my ankle, even though I got kicked everywhere, I still tried to stand up and fight on. This is called will power i guess... but I still dun think I am very good in sparring in the sense of my technique and tactic.
I reap what I sow... now my legs are feeling damn pain and I got bruises all around. Later i will be practising making apple pie for this saturday cell steamboat event. God Bless me!
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