Today was a very busy day for me. In the day time I went back to school to return my library books and run some errands that my mum assigned to me...
Yesterday i got back my results. I got Bs, Cs and Ds... which is so sucky.. as I have never gotten a D in my whole diploma course before... I got a D in mental health which is a bit surprising... I expected it to be one of the modules with a better grade.. But oh well, at least I passed all my subjects. I am indeed blessed.
After that I met my friend Angelina at TP at 5 pm and she brought me around her school which is so sweet of her... TP is really a very very nice school... It is really a happening place. 3/4 of my sec. school school mates went there. But off course I have no complaints about my course nursing where my heart and soul belong... Just I never expected to be what it is... the loads of stress and paper work. I would be contented to do bed side care.. but there is a diff. between reality and what you want ... You dun always get what you want.
She brought me around the library. Its just so nice and artistic. ..And The different canteens. I think there are about 6 canteens and a few food courts in TP... a far cry from NYP... NYP only has that fountain with kois inside in which we dun even have the time to admire. She also brought me around the different schools... In the end, she brought me to eat the really nice western food in the food court on the 2nd floor which was facing the reservoir. We shared a chicken chop and mushroom soup and she told me about her projects and life... Its really been a long time since we talked like today... I love her , my sister...
After that, we went to century square and watched "Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire". It rox to the core... But damn long... This sequel is pretty eerie at times but definately a nice show that is worth watching... NIce. And the seats at Century square are really comfortable, plus less ppl go there... But tickets are damn ex today. $9.50... haiz... but once in awhile its nice to watch a show.
Me and Angelina decided to sit and talk at Mac although it was already 11.30pm... cause the last bus was at 1.30 am... I think I have never told anyone so much as what I told her today, and she also told me alot of things that was shocking to hear about her life too. I guess on a superficial level ppl dun really talk about this. I told her I got no trust in loving anyone cause love is usually not long lasting, cause maybe of the influence of my family problms. By talking to her , I find everyone really has their own problems. Just you can't see them on the outside...She told me of one of our school mates that became a butch cause her family had lots of cases of violence, and her father was always abusing her mother, so she decided to look for comfort in women... When I hear of such ppl, I really feel like giving them a nice warm hug. (But off course its not too appropriate... haha). I had friends who are butches but I will still accept them, though I dun really support them... We are all ppl struggling to live in this world. Painful as it may be, thats life!
And I told her that today I had really wished I could see that guy I liked in sec. school at TP. I even prepared a letter and a gift. I dun expect anything in return but i dun want to carry the burden of not confessing that i used to like him. I want to start life anew with a clean slate. I want to live with no regrets. Its just like in the future if I decide to drop nursing, I will have no regrets cause at least i tried. But too bad, i did not see him cause I went to her school around 5 pm. I will give him the letter... as a farewell gift. At least I did something. I will do it, and I can do it... If I am courageoues enough to take up nursing though my parents said NO at first, I can do this. I will do IT. Then I can put full concentration on one dream in my life. Is to become a good nurse.
Now, i got to go and get some sleep. i got carolling practive at 11 tomorrow.. and might be going for the overnight twilight zone event org by church tomorrow. God Bless me!
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